heart, clouds, coffin

Jack of hearts, King of spades, 9 of diamonds

Ominous.  The experts tell me that pairing heart and clouds means there is a dishonest relationship. I would say confusion about a relationship. Isn't there always? Not me and Honey, though. We've figured ours out, pretty much in these many years since 1976 when we first say "I do" and then did.

But other relationships -- with friends, community, are ever in flux. Who likes us, who decided no to. Who is gossiping and who listening?  We've been together with people before and going along, doing fine, only to find we weren't so fine, after all. As my grandaughter said recently, "I don't know who to trust."

a year ago, we got knocked pretty hard -- but that can't happen again. Haven't given anyone that kind of power since. Nowdays, it makes me smile to watch the wheels turn as someone decides: for? against?  Are they good enough?

It looks like some cloudy relationship is about to end.  I don't know in what direction. Or how it hardly matters.